Usually I like to post about all of the happy things that are going on in our little world. It is easy to write about the joys of our precious baby, the exciting time of moving into a new house and the blessing of our friends and family. It is hard for me to write sad news but it is part of life that we have encountered and I would like to ask for your prayers as we continue to struggle with this difficult time in our lives.
Thursday Justin and I were excited to visit the doctor for our first 9 week check up on Baby Hurt #2. We were so thrilled with the news and could not wait to share our surprise with everyone on Lillianne's 1st birthday. We were shocked and heartbroken to find out during the ultrasound that there would be no little one to welcome - he or she will be waiting in Heaven for us. I am not sure what happened or why things happened the way that they did - but I am trying to put my trust in God - our Ultimate Comforter. Justin and I have really struggled. I am thankful for sweet Lillianne, who reminds us of God's goodness. She is so sweet and happy and in the midst of this extreme sadness I hold on extra long to her hugs and smile extra big when she gives us kisses from across the room.
I am confident that we will have more little ones in the future.
Each day will get easier but we will never forget and will always look forward to meeting our little one in Jesus' arms.